Sunday, April 3, 2011

I'm strong.. yeah, I get problems thrown in my face every day, and sometimes they leave a small crack, but I'm not scared of shattering. You will not bring me down..

I have had probably one of the best days of my life this past week. I passed my cna test, I just have to take the written now.. It was hard, I can't lie..I don't think I have ever been so nervous in my life.. I kept thinking if I don't pass this maybe I don't have a future in the medical field..I was close to giving up. That's probably a huge regret I would have had in my life. Why do we always look straight to the easiest thing? Giving up. That would have been so easy but I have great parents that pushed me into taking it. I am so thankful that I did. I can't wait to keep moving up in the medical field tell I reach what I really want to be. It's a lot closer then I thought. I am begining to realize that I need to start focusing on the important things in life. No silly things. Friends, Family, Future they all matter so much.. I am going to be challenged so much in my life and this is only the begining. I can't believe as only a 17 year old girl I have been through so much..I know it sounds like i'm complaining but I don't mean to. I'm just saying that we are all so young and have been through a lot! It's crazy to think my mom and dad probably went through similar trials, but look they ended up happy. I look forward to my future and new experiances with open eyes..but it's so scary. I guess thats the best part about the unknown.. there is always a suprise twist at the end that you would have never guessed would have happened.

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